how to make your own life better?
as a foreigner in a foreign country, i was always asked, dont you feel bored? are you satisfied now?

well, it really depends on what you do. sometimes, i feel like having a sense of unbelievable achievement, but 30% of the time, i also feel like, why not?

i do admit, for the least, this time, NOW, is a few times better than the life i used to be in USA, even though the person that i miss the most not around me, i still get satisfaction with the envirnoment, the people, the style here. so much fit me.

when my american friends, not the “open” one, but the ones that has a more closed mind, they might have a hard time understand my preferences. and i also have a hard time telling them how much i am not interested in white boys, crying out loud they all knew i dated white boys before, right? but what they really did not know is, i really had no choice.

but for the clever clever ones like frances, or the ones that also have interests in Asian countries, without my saying anything, they do not have any questions about this. they understand why i had to leave and choose this path.

recently i was told of the difference. IQ high, and smart, they are actually completely different things. ~.~ so i guess frances belong to the ones that are “smart”, haha. so because of this, even though with her at this age, she is still so sharp and does not allow herself to have a closed mind. ^^

at work, we always deal with cute characters, and below is one of them. i love this show, now i can look at this seal at work, already pretty amazing. cause we do do biz with them. funny.

and it is eatable, it is a choco! hahaha.

again, ONLY IN JAPAN. ^^

nice chocolate!!!!!!!

too bad 1 is all i can have.

cute seal, one of a kind.

another seal, i got 2 because my co-worker knows i like these type of things, and sweet things. like she already recognized i am one of the pig in the office. haha.

one of the very cute co-workers quit. and she gave each one of us a little present, how sweet. and it is very pretty. at the back is tea. but i never drink tea like this, too trouble to go get water all the time, and that means i had to pass by boss.

i think my boss bought me this, it was delicious. and i still could not tell him i know he got married! geez! when can i start joking about this openly in front of him? ><

私もちょっとよく分からないんだけど、these couple months, don’t know why, i just kind of got attracted by some particular crystal like type of things. used to be i am soooo boyish, but obviously, whatever that was did not get me anything, and i was just too tired of the same clothes looking at the same thing again and again, and one day, i just feel like i can appreciate this.

so beautiful, the color …

half transparent, キレイ！！！

OMG!!!!!!!!!! >< love the reflection on the top of the laptop! ahah, that is right, that is my apple!

WOW, the last is the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

super crystal and pretty ^^.

there are also others on sale right now, i wonder if i should go get all of them. i still think BLUE is the most mysteriously amazingly beautiful! and then they have BLACK, that looks dark and mystery. then we have transparent, kind of lack of color ね 。。。

well, べつに right now is super hot, that is not what i meant, but if the weather can stay like May, temperature-wise, and can erase this SUMMER part, that would be wonderful.

i am not like someone in the office, なにか暑い好きだって。。。ありえない。

these people are qualified to live in Africa. sorry, i cannot.

even when you are in a bad mood, for many people, it is hard to overlook these PINK beautiful flowers. aren’t they awesome? ^^ it can put a soft spot in your heart ★

i am not going to mention the name of this character, for some reasons, many people like her. i like her in ai. but the original pic … so so.

but this chocolate is darn delicious, haha.

i bought this a couple years ago, while those hk people went to outlet, i went with them, and i found this was a 一目惚れ. but not 1 single time i wore this out on the street. haha. recently i took it out and for the very first time i put it on my wrist. and decided to take a picture, how beautiful.

and btw, this is a real cow skin. haha.

well, nothing much is going on, ever since the beginning of this year, my every weekend trip has come to an end, there is really no more new places i want to take photos of, there are no more #human# i want to take photos of.

now in whole May, all my photos are of messages of 1 recently met person. because my phone is not iphone, my messages got deleted daily. so if i not take pictures of those messages, i know, one day, when he leaves me, i will have no more records of our funny conversation.

not much photos to share, but this is one of the “seasonal” packaging … isn’t it cute? ^^

this is one of the beautiful logo in ヒカリエ, the new building in shibuya. the first time i went, it seemed to have a lot of stationery and cute things, then 1 day, someone told me that is for female of 30s, then i went again and check …

i will never go there again. except for small items, seriously, it was kind of boring.

that is the photo of the medicine that i took for influenza in JAN … already almost half year passed, how terrible all these months have been.

but i still have to throw away this thing, so i decided to take a photo of it for 記念、to memorize my stuff first half year.