(now the lovely kitty is sitting right in front of me, she is SOOOO adorable her little white hands … , she almost goes everywhere i go, so sweet …)

due to my short stay in my friend’s place, i have a very close contact with a pet, a lovely half white kitty. while she is a female, but i always call her the name of the person that i miss the most. i sometimes even speak japanese to her.

talk back to the main topic, very soon, i am supposed to go back to tokyo. i cannot imagine the trouble of working. i heard that since any foreigners left so maybe easier to find jobs, but i am not being very positive about this.

but the experience i get from this trip has been an interesting one.

now, THIS is an surprise …

i am sure there are a lot of people struggle a lot what to do when things like this happen.

(just now when i am typing, a crazy cat that jump onto my keyboard! and for the first time, i got scratched to bleed by this silly violent hyperactive low EQ black cat! lucky i do not have to see her much soon, hopefully! On the other hand, there is a SUPER SWEET PEACEFUL brown-white cat here … what a contrast)

oops, i forget what i am trying to say.

ah, when the disaster strike, all of a sudden, all the adorable and cute things around, with almost no people hosting those lovely shops, with people wondering around what is going on with the days that comes, seems so sad. seems, nothing seems real, nothing makes sense, nothing seems to …

… everything seem a waste.

i do admit, out of the very few countries that i have lived before, japan seems to have the most citizens that seem to have their guard down, for the least, in every day life. on the contrast, u can say, the society seems so safe ですから 。。。

the graphics, the decorations, would become so worthless during survivals. when unexpected accidents strikes, that just seem sooo much more accurate.

that is why, i always find myself indulge in an indulge in superficial and unnecessary stuff, but it is also these type of “appearance”, that can make a country that has so few resources so irresistible.

when disaster happened, it makes ppl forget many daily little things.

in a blink of an eye, already April 14.

about time to write again, if i really decide to continue living there, right?

just about 90% of the foreigners around me left japan, COMPLETELY for the reason of “possible” nuclear disaster. mine is a little different, but i did not have to leave at this moment, but i chose to, “might as well leave at this moment” …

even though, when i was in the Osaka airport, i completely not want to leave.

i also just read briefly of another writer’s blog here, missing friends, and the life there in tokyo.

i completely agree. even though this is already not the first time i had a big number of friends around me, i still miss my friends in the current guesthouse, sooo many of them, 10% of the foreigners stayed there and never even left for 1 day. だんだん、皆も帰って戻って、特に今週、多分 disaster があった前の 50% のにぎやかさかもね〜。

when the earthquake strike, it did shock me, the shaking. but it is ok, cause common sense is telling me, HUGE earthquake only happen every several decades or even 100 years.

no place is perfect, if you find japan sooooo attractive and have so many design you desire and admire, then this cutie country is on the earthquake zone, the plate underneath is not stable.

come on, we all know that even from the most basic geography class, if you think it is NOT possible to happen when u are there, give me a break.

それを知ってるくせに、まだこの国に惚れちゃって、ね〜。

i think what really shock everyone is the “nuclear plant”, 意味さっぱり分からないけど、why it has to happen? why over there? only GOD knows. the fact is, does it really come from GOD, no one will never know.