Lady Gaga said once, hoping people will stop being HATERS. but i wonder if she can forgive her former bad bf, for the least she wrote Bad Romance, right?
today i am super angry.
honestly, what type of people not want to see their loved ones right away after a long trip???
um …, maybe someone that do not care/like you that much, or someone that just not worth your liking? 頭に来る!!!
when he is not around for days, i actually got to do things that needs to be done. and surprised how smooth it can be when i had communicate in my 3rd language.
even when he is around, i am lonely, while he is not around, i am even more lonely, but at least, i do not have to be angry.
personally, i really HATE the partner searching / wondering who the next person would be game. but this round i really had it!
he gave me such a SOUR feeling that i hate the MOST in the world !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when he was not in the country, at least i can live peacefully!
crying out loud today i just went to the stupid 市役所 to change my stupid address for the sake of my visa.
you know, i find him SO DARN spoiled by my passion of having him around. his COLD reaction sometimes really pissed me off! seriously!!!!
i don’t know how much i can hold it but i really i hate it.
it is like this person made me so angry i cannot concentrate on things.
his existence distracts me from working on the things that can decrease my long-term sadness, means, instead of thinking about “playing with him”, maybe i should try to “study”? so i can progress my crap jap level faster and be in the native level sooner.
what are the source of my SERIOUS sadness everyday? COMMUNICATION!!!!!!!!!!
every shit day there are shit load of words i don’t understand and it is driving me crazy! and he did nothing to help me. and i really dislike it for that, too!!!!!!!!!!!!